Monday, December 31, 2012

Friendship means

...still being friends even if you don't see much!

Wednesday, December 12, 2012

Can't help but cry

As I was sitting on bed yesterday and feeling the aches my tooth was giving me and thinking how huge the amount it needing to fix it made me bawled in front of my one year old. She must be thinking that I was just playing the "crying game" with her co's she was giggling looking at me while I was crying.

I cannot help but cry co's I know that saving my broken tooth means big money... and this is the tie of year when nothing comes in but more of giving out. So now I'm in between letting go of my tooth and/or saving it.

I really pray that the Lord will send us more financial blessing... this month and the months to come!

(the photo is copied somewhere)

Tuesday, December 11, 2012

Online Shopping

I know a friend who does a lot of online shopping, in fact she just bought two pairs of shoes on line which arrived last week. I know for sure that she'll be happy to know about, where she can do more shopping on loads of fashionable stuff.

I really wish I have more money to spend for shopping this Christmas so that I can buy here too. My friends would love shopping here and for sure they'll be telling me get one for myself as well.

Beautiful is the feet that brings good news

No matter how beautifully dressed is your feet if it does't bring good news means its not beautiful at all.

(disclaimer: just copied the picture from somewhere.)

Sunday, December 9, 2012

Precious People

I'm not movin' co's how can I move on when my friends are all intact in here. hahahaha
Our looks may have change but our hearts... did not!

Wednesday, November 28, 2012

Travel Mode

Hubby's Family are thinking of going Baguio this Christmas, but they want  hubby to take charge of getting a vehicle or the transportation.
The thing is... this is a trip of two families who depended on hubby for transpo. How then would hubby to do that?

I really hope we'll be able to spend Christmas there.

Tuesday, November 20, 2012

I cannot take my eyes off of you

I'm falling deeper deeper in love with my baby each day, just awhile ago I brought her to the shower room, and since she loves water so much, as she touched the water she danced as well.

I cannot help by giggle as I saw her dancing. She is indeed a joy to our hearts. I will be thanking God forever for her. I love my baby Ziah so much!

Sunday, November 18, 2012

Help Build Schools

I salute to this noontime show on television which one goal is to help build classroom, school libraries and donate chairs. Schools needed it the most this time specially after the typhoons that hits their schools, most students of different levels share the same room. I wonder how they could learn when it loud and noisy most of the time.

How I wish I could help too and if  God would make me able, I would love to help my own elementary school, I would love to give them quality chairs like virco school furniture. For sure this chair won't get broken that easily and the floods won't destroy it since it's made of quality plastic. :)

Wednesday, November 7, 2012

Definitely Travelling ... my wandering! hahaha. In my mind at least I can travel.  I can go to places with even moving a muscle or spending money. I can do what I want, eat want I want and visit even the United States of America without the trouble of getting visa. least I can still travel!

Tuesday, October 30, 2012

make them your friend

 (A post I copied from a friend)

Tomorrow, a lot of creatures will visit your door. Be open minded. The child who is grabbing more than one piece of candy might have poor fine motor skills. The child who takes forever to pick out one piece of candy might have motor planning issues. The child who does not say "trick or treat" or "thank you" might be painfully shy, non-verbal, or selectively mute. If you cannot understand their words
, they may struggle with developmental apraxia of speech. They are thankful in their hearts and minds. The child who looks disappointed when he sees your bowl might have a life-threatening allergy. The child who isn't wearing a costume at all might have SPD or autism. Be kind, be patient, smile, pretend you understand. It's everyone's Halloween. Make a parent feel good by making a big deal of their special child.

Sunday, October 21, 2012

Emails on my emails :))

I've been receiving emails about products that I'm don't know how to operate. I'm not into gadgets and apps  and in general I'm not a tech-y person. I also receives emails asking me if they could buy a permalink to my blog which I discourage for some reason. Much that I like to give in to these proposals but I'm afraid as well that I might lost my biggest source of income here (it's not big big though, but it's biggest among all). hahaha

Recently I received emails telling me to download this system such like microsoft pos system, much that I would like to try it but my problem is I don't know how to do it and my computer is too slow. It took me to two to three minutes to finally use it after I turn it on. It's so frustrating at times, but since this is my only computer, so I am very patient on it.

I actually hoping I could buy a desktop so that I won't take my work to bed at night. hahahaha. This netbook is causing me late night sleep. :))

Thursday, October 18, 2012

Mindoro (to go or not to go)

Hubby and his band is going  South (not really sure if it is really down South). However, he's going there in November and the sad thing about is Ziah and I might not able to go. He's on a four day training now and not coming home till tomorrow night. Then he'll be going again next month probably the same time range. Oh... another cold nights again!

Tamaraw falls in Mindoro; a sure good sight to visit.
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Tuesday, October 9, 2012

Prayer Conference in Pattaya-Thailand!

I copied ate Rose' picture in hoping that she would not file any cybercrime law with me. lol! She actually is the leader of the said "prayer conference" that I really wanted to go. But I know I can't co's I'm out of budget. I just hope and pray that next year hubby, Ziah and I could visit Indonesia. I would save money for that!

Monday, October 8, 2012

could almost smell it

\ faith at least!
Hubby and I are really dreaming and desiring of having a car now or in the future, depends on God alone actually on when He will grant this desire. We feel we really need one because of growing family. Having a daughter and a motorbike doesn't go along together co's a motorbike is only for two person, and that means me and hubby alone.
It's hard to go anywhere with the baby and we don't have the luxury as well to pay for a nanny. Plus, I don't wan't to just trust my responsibility as a mom with  nannies. I wan't to take care of my baby myself and I wan't to bring her to where I am if possible. This is the main reason why we want a car.
In faith actually I almost could hear my car engine. Oh.. I can almost imagine the spur gears of my car, the color and what's it looks like.
I am determined in faith that I'll get a car! Soon! )


Yup! I am hunting every money earning opportunity online to ear a little 
to help hubby pay our monthly bills and other expenses, and I agree that it tiring to do so.
I sign up with this site where you earn some cash little by little through commenting or participating
a discussion. But no matter how I tried I earn only a little as little as 0.07 for every six to ten comment I make. I feel discourage and frustrated but I won't give up co's I know that the Lord is good and 
He is able to supply all my needs according to his riches in heaven.
Thank you dear Lord for that promise!

Sunday, October 7, 2012

Rolling about :)

I was looking for pot plants but a plant that grows into a tree when is transferred into bigger space . I actually was told that those little plants will grow into big one once is transferred in to a bigger space just like the beautiful trees outside our neighbors house.  I saw saw that they hired some people to cut it though so that it won't make in damage with the electric wiring's co's it really grows tall and reaches the wiring's.

Well, if I have a huge tree in my house and I needed it to be cut I probably would be needing some roll about thing to help me cut it out. I hope though that when time comes I'll be able to hire some men with roll about thing for that. As for now, I won't worry that things that much co's it's not happening yet. At least I have an idea :).

Friday, September 28, 2012

It's been awhile...

...stress, worries, distress: these just some of what I'm feeling recently. I must admit that knowing God can do all things is the thing that keeps me going. I really can't imagine a life without God. One thing that I want  to do this time is to visit my friend (gigi). At least... I don't have to think when I'm with them co'z I'm all consumed with different talks, giggles and of course my time is consumed with watching over my Ziah.

Friday, September 14, 2012


Actually I've been struggling over extra income/money these days (well... who is not anyway?).  My mind is full of  ideas of how I could earn more but the problem is it's not working. I actually been thinking of putting up a small business but every time I tried to make it happen problems comes my way and so I stopped pursuing it.

Aside from the thoughts of small business, I am as well capable of teaching actually but I won't do that because it requires full time responsibility and knowing I have a one year girl I really can't do it. Probably I will grab a job if given the chance to do tutorials with pay at one of our church. I wish I can be part of falls church english tutors co's I know being part of them means your probably a very good tutor.

I love learning and one of my passion is to teach youth to be better reliable people in their home, school, church, community and the society.

Declaring it today!

Wednesday, September 12, 2012

An issue

My pastor friend is in a not so good situation right now cos there's this person who say bad things about him (He's telling people bad things about my friend co's he/his band bought a gadget from him that is not yet fully paid and he is demanding that they pay him in full the soonest possible now). I can't blame this person of doing such things though because I know he feels he's being  "dinaya", what I just don't understand about this guy too... is why in the amount one thousand five hundred pesos he's making life hard for his brothers in Christ. Another thing that I don't understand  with my friend and guys in general is... they don't take action quickly... they waited for something not good to happen until they act.

I just hope  that things like it would not happen with hubby. Of course I will come in the way between hubby and a wonderful guitar accessories if these things would only do harm with him than good co's I know as well that hubby drools over such stuff :)

Walang load

Hay... feeling ko di ako malaya sa sarili kong tahanan at lugar na kinabibilangan. Ni hindi nga ako makalabas para magpa-load. Pano kaya ito? Iniisip ko minsan na sana nakalipat na kami dahil doon sa lilipatan namin ay mag-eeffort talaga ako na makipagkaibigan dahil alam kong yon na ang huli namin na lipat.
Hay.... hay talaga ng bonggang bongga.

Thursday, September 6, 2012

Hubby and friends

It is sad when a good friendship don't last that long due to some misunderstanding. I've heard from hubby that their friend Richie is mad (very mad) at them co'z they were not able to pay him the remaining balance for the music gadget the bought from him. Hubby and friend's just can't resist a gadget when they saw one specially if it's "on sale".  For sure they would drool over an  audio rack specially if it's in good quality and the price is right. If only hubby and I has all the money in the world I would put a music studio in our house. I mean hubby would!

Sino ang walang kasalanan?:

..ay siyang maunang bumato.. lahat at umalis, walang gumawang bumato!

Tuesday, September 4, 2012

Everything is permissible

...but not everything is beneficial!. This is so true in life that "everything is permissible but not everything is beneficial" co'z we can do all thing according to our hearts desire but not all that these things can benefits us. Most of the things we do want in this life actually brought us heartaches and disappointment's. It's the same thing with smoking as well, those who did this should take it moderately  or maybe try a Rocky Patel but don't abuse it co'z it the abusing thing that brought bad things to us.

Sunday, August 26, 2012

This quote made me smile big time :D

As I was viewing some photo-quotes (whatever you call that) I saw this some and it really made me smile. I myself google(d) things when I don't know or understand about it, and if it's a thing, I asked for an image. It's really true that google helped me a lot but it is very true as well that there a loads of question that google can't answer and only God could!

Believe in God then my friends  because He can answer all your questions!

Happy Monday everyone!

Friday, August 17, 2012

Vitamins for us

Hubby and I are both taking vitamins everyday. Hubby is doing it religiously everyday while me on the other hand kept on forgetting. So sometimes I don't take vitamins for weeks specially when I'm busy and tired. Hubby's little younger sister has a weird thing bout taking tablet or capsule meds. She just can't swallow it no matter how much water she would drink with it.

It's actually interesting as well good to know that there an adult vitamins where it's all in one vitamins from SmartyPants for everyone in the family to enjoy. And for sure I won't forget to take my vitamins specially when I will just chew it like any gummy candy. I hope though that family will be able to try this smartypants vitamins.

Boracay Beach: Philippines


(picture not owned)

Thursday, August 16, 2012

Mode of payment

Hubby is thinking of transferring our house mode of payment to this housing loan funds program because he thinks that doing would lessen the monthly pay. I don't know how he would do it though, I just pray that whatever would beneficial to us would prevail. As for now, it is under in-house banking payment mode.

For sure there will be a background check for us. I just hope that those background check services people would be nice to us and report good status. I know that when we get CI'd, they won't like the result knowing it's only by God's grace that we'll able to pay it monthly since we're missionaries and we get our monthly pay from sponsors.

Yet I know that God is good and is able to do things, and so I lift up all these things to Him.

Coffee bug

Wednesday, August 8, 2012

never feel like going anywhere

I just hope and pray that flood water would subside soon and the sun would come out to dry away the rain and the water. I am safe and dry but I know that a lot of Filipinos out there are not. 
Praying that help would soon come there way and even though the night is cold, the Lord will give them warmth and good health.
I pray that despite of what happen... their hearts are still hoping, trusting and believing that the Lord is good and still worthy of praise. 

Saturday, July 28, 2012

rare and expensive

I have many plans for this new church that we are helping. Hubby and I are excited for what the Lord will do with this new work he has for us. We have nothing yet: a place for church/office/center/money. But we believe though that the Lord has something in store for us. As for me and hubby our concerns about the church it's more of the finances this time co'z our friend Neil works with the member. Yet there's nothing we can do at the moment though.

We have plans, but our plans would depend on what would the leaders would say. So now... we just don't work with it yet to avoid frustrations and issues in our part. We will wait. So all we can do this time is pray that our plan is the Lord's too. We are also collecting office stuff even though we don't have the office yet, who knows tomorrow the Lord will bless us wit it. So far Neil has a three-in-one printer already and all we hope someone would donate or buy printers ink cartridges for it.

I really pray the Lord will grant us the desires of our heart and would give us the permanent church we are praying for.

Monday, July 23, 2012

Helping it go..

I, myself has hard times doing it specially in the morning. I need coffee to help me let it go. It's quite interesting to know these foods could help us. It also good to know about these facts to avoid eating these kinds specially when we're travelling or something. :)

Tuesday, July 17, 2012

Tired from my travels

As a family: we went to a place called Liliw Laguna (some place here in the Phils.) last Friday night. It was a three hour travel from Makati. We went their for my hubby's first church leaders meeting. We were almost up the whole night co'z the meeting started at nine o'clock in the evening (of course they waited for us to arrive co'z we came later than the first batch of leaders).

We came home in the morning of Saturday but arrived at our house almost night time. Then the following day which was Sunday, hubby and I went to attend our Sunday worship service in the afternoon and came home almost midnight that day. Then came Monday and we have another meeting again then my goddaughter b-day celebration at night. We came home almost midnight again that day.

So now... I got too tired from that activities we had. Poor hubby though co'z he has to do loads of work still today and the following days. I on the other hand is home but feeling tired still.

Monday, July 9, 2012

Traveling in y head

Yup.. there's load of places that I want to go local and abroad. Traveling is a part of me and I wish it won't end even if my get's all grey. I pray that the Lord will me and hubby a good old life when we gets older.

Places that's has been in my thoughts to go to:

Local:  Bohol, Palawan, Davao, actually all those that WOW Philippines is advertising. I really would like to go to Baguio, Benguet and Sagada again.

International Travel: Thailand, Burma/Myanmar, Cambodia, Singapore, Vietnam, Hongkong, Kuala Lumpur, Canada, US, UK and a lot more.

I know someday I could travel more than these places. God willing.

Friday, July 6, 2012

Long distance love affair

Below is a picture of my baby and her tita (aunt) Lian who made an slept-over at our house sometimes two weeks ago. Her fiance' is working overseas reasons why she would wake up anytime at night so that they can have a chat over skype. My sister in-law and her fiance' love my baby Z so much and sister in-law would let my baby talked to him. You can actually see in the picture how the two looked as  they talked to him... they seemed all enjoying on whatever topic they have. Sister in-law had bought a good headphone not just sure if it's a behringer headphones. But I could tell that it's a good one co'z my hubby even liked it and kept on borrowing it from her. Good headphones is really an investment specially when you are having a long distance love affair (in a good way)... just like my sister in-law love affair. :)

tita B-gel and baby Ziah

Wednesday, June 27, 2012

Tired and Lazy

I've been everywhere these past few days or for a week I must say. I've been to the beach which I almost did not swim for the waves was a gigantic. I was at the beach for three days and the travel all in all were four days. It seems that for one and a half year... these was my busiest days ever.

For a long time only last last Monday did I traveled alone with no one with me, no hubby to depend on to. Praise God I made it, made it to  Makati all by myself.

And since I haven't done laundry for two weeks our dirty clothes stinks. I worked on it for two days and so now I am very tired, always hungry and very lazy. Guess... my weight is zooming in again, good help me!

Saturday, June 16, 2012

My favorite couple

This two people are one of my favorite.
Hubby and I loves them. 
We wish to see them one of these days.
God willing.

We were at this place (Lake Louise) two years ago.
The sight was indeed marvelous.
It displays Gods glory.

Tuesday, June 12, 2012

Is... thinking totoo lang. nakaka-asar na ang ganitong sitwasyon. siraan dito at doon.
..naaasar ako sa aking mga naririnig lalo na kung ito ay taliwas sa aking kaalaman.
..may mga tao naman na madaling manilawa porke't kaibigan nila ang nagkukwento. asar ko nag post ako sa wall ko ng... I may call it "notice".
..hay. madali talaga ang maging kristiyano pero mahirap magpaka-kristiyano.
..anyways, yon ay sarili ko lang naman opinion na pinapa-alam sa iba.
..I just can't sit down, listen and do nothing.

Monday, June 11, 2012


Yup.. people where everywhere. people where walking, looking and pushing. It's so stressful, you can't even see the ground your walking, and your being pushed away from your companions. It was crazy.. crazy tiring day. Its been said that loads of people are coming to this place during Christmas season and beginning of school year. But from the look I have the other day... it seems that nothing has change at all. It seems that everyday is Christmas day! - (Divisoria)

Thursday, June 7, 2012

Hospital Lab.. our next stop.
In a few hours hubby and I will be heading to the hospital lab near by. My OB has seen some bacteria from our  urinalysis result and has given us antibiotic to take and she suggested that will do the urinalysis again today to see if the bacteria had gone.

I'm hoping that we're all okay and this time the Lord will indeed give success to what we are doing and He indeed will grant the desires of our heart and that is to be able to conceive this month.  I know that the Lord honor the faith and hope of His children.

Happy Friday everyone! :)

Monday, May 28, 2012

Almost fogotten

Yup, it's bit sad to think that this blog of mine is almost forgotten. Well, probably not that bad co'z I still remember it from time to time. It's probably just because I'm just too tired or the right word maybe is lazy t update it. I can say that I became a little bit busy these days, but I know it's not enough reason to abandon this.

I do hope that I'll be able to write in here more interesting and sensible and informative topic or read soon.

God bless guys!

Friday, April 27, 2012

My lovely

Wish I could swim with my baby in this portable swimming pool. It's really... really hot today and the past few weeks and probably the weeks ahead. 

Tuesday, April 17, 2012

Awake and thinking

Yup, I'm still awake and it's almost past midnight here. The house is quiet and everyone is already in bed and asleep. Yet, I'm still wide awake and is configuring things on my blogs in hope that this will draw advertisers and opps. I could say that I'm desperate of cash this time (well.. who is not anyway) co'z I booking a flight to visit parent and relatives in my province. Going home means I need to have cash.

I hope and pray the Lord will grant the prayers of my heart and bless me with financial provisions.
Lord, I put my hope and trust in You!

Friday, April 13, 2012

I'm forever Vacation mode...

...and how could that be? Well...  I'm all at home looking after my baby (not complaining just explaining) and the need to go somewhere else is a must need thing to me. I need to breath a different type of air and see different things and people and experience new things.
...I know full well as well that I just came back from an out of town activity co'z I joined a youth camp. I really did not do anything there which I felt guilty of (when I was just there, and I am not anymore) co'z I felt that some people (not my pastor anymore, hihihi) kind of questioning my presence. Feeling the dislike made me promised myself not to go whenever they're around but how can that be when they always make themselves food in-charge on events like this. (so sad I cannot escape with their scrutinizing look!) that I am back home, my body and mind is still somewhere and still wanting to go somewhere. Actually, I wanna go book a room in a beach resort where I would do nothing and think nothing, just savor the beauty and goodness of the Lord!

Wednesday, March 28, 2012

It's more fun in the Philippines (Vigan-Ilocos)

It was over a year ago when hubby and I visited this beautiful place together with a bunch of our friends. In fact it was our second time around, it's indeed a must see place you'll never get tired of seeing whenever you're around the vicinity. When you are in this place you'll never thought you're still in the Philippines co'z it feels like  you are in Spain or something like that. You'll never be able to drive you car on it's streets co'z it's prohibited, you'll either walk or ride in "Kalesa". No one is living here though but insides that houses are shops.

I wish to go back to this place again... God willing!

(photo not owned)

Wednesday, February 29, 2012

Beach :)

Went to the beach with friends when we did a ministry somewhere up north of Manila. This was our first time for this year or actually since last year. It was great seeing the beach again after a long time, and made our time more interesting is... when my baby liked the sea water. She enjoyed the swimming and the great sea. She felt tired after the swimming and felt asleep right after we took her out of the salty water.

Sunday, February 12, 2012


I just hope and pray that my baby and my godson J would still be close friends until they grow up and old. They will treat each other as siblings and would help each other in times of trouble specially with times when parents are seems hard to understand. 

Monday, January 23, 2012

Traveling team :)

This is my team who went to visit a tribe up North in a place called Kanawang in Morong Bataan Philippines. The team went there to visit our partner ministry and an orphaned siblings. They supposed to buy animals for the livelihood project that was headed by the pastor in that place. Unfortunately... my team was not able to close any deals with the animals for some unexpected matters.

My team will soon go back though in hope that this time they'll be able to buy the animals so that the livelihood project will finally start. The team came back though with a happy and satisfied heart co'z they were able to put smile on the orphaned kids because they brought with them goodies for the kids.

having dinner at chowking :)

Saturday, January 14, 2012

Pam’s StoryIn a recent  email, I read about a woman named Pam, who knows the pain of  considering abortion. More than 24 years ago, she and her  husband Bob were serving as missionaries to the Philippines and  praying for a fifth child. Pam contracted amoebic dysentery, an  infection of the intestine caused by a parasite found in  contaminated food or drink. She went into a coma and was treated  with strong antibiotics before they discovered she was  pregnant.
  Doctors urged her  to abort the baby for her own safety and told her that the  medicines had caused irreversible damage to her baby. She  refused the abortion and cited her Christian faith as the reason  for her hope that her son would be born without the devastating  disabilities physicians predicted. Pam said the doctors didn't  think of it as a life, they thought of it as a mass of fetal  tissue.

While pregnant, Pam nearly lost their baby four  times but refused to consider abortion. She recalled making a  pledge to God with her husband: If you will give  us a son, we’ll name him Timothy and we’ll make him a  preacher.
Pam ultimately spent the last two  months of her pregnancy in bed and eventually gave birth to a  healthy baby boy August 14, 1987. Pam’s youngest son is indeed a  preacher. He preaches in prisons, makes hospital visits, and  serves with his father’s ministry in the Philippines. He also  plays football. Pam’s son is Tim Tebow.

The University of  Florida’s star quarterback became the first sophomore in history  to win college football’s highest award, the Heisman Trophy. His  current role as quarterback of the Denver Broncos has provided  an incredible platform for Christian witness. As a result, he is  being called The Mile-High Messiah.

Tim’s notoriety and  the family’s inspiring story have given Pam numerous  opportunities to speak on behalf of women’s centers across the  country. Pam Tebow believes that every little baby you save  matters. I pray her tribe will increase!